...so I'm gonna let it do all the talking.
I had a meeting this morning and I'm not sure how it went over. "Have faith." Yeah, I'm trying. Tell my mind that when its racing at 95 mph and thinking of every which way that this ONE decision could go. One thing that this whole process has taught me (even though its only been like, two weeks, feels like forever) is I know who is sticking by me. There are some people in my life that I had no idea would support me so much and it's been awesome having God show me them.
Waiting. I guess this what I bargained for when I said last week "Teach me to wait in the moments of my need." I'm definitely being taught. Everyone hates to wait, but most of the time, its the thing to do. In the last two years, God has had me do a lot of waiting. I'm getting better at it. Really. I'm actually starting to really enjoy being here. I know, right? It's crazy. I'm finding purpose in being here, instead of anywhere else. Weird.
Today is kind of a bum day. Filled with a whole lot of nothing. But tomorrow, tomorrow will be busy and fun and awesome. I've wanted a busy day for a while now, and here it comes! Then, tomorrow night, I'm going to Deep Creek for a night or two, to see Pat and Jay. That will be fun because it'll be a whole lot of nothing with people. The key words being "with people." Anything is fun for me if there are people to hang out with. And, it'll be fun because it's me, Pat and Jay. Duh.
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