Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Don't get mad, get glad.

Yeah, no. That doesn't work with me. In fact, when I'm mad or frustrated, I need you to either tell me that you agree with why I'm mad, or not say anything at all. At least at that moment. If a few days have passed and you think I'm wasting my time being upset about it, let me know. I can assure you that telling me within the first 24 hours of it, that I'm wrong, will not do any good.
After talking to someone today about it, and having him get really mad about it, I'm good. It was like, I needed someone to just yell with, and I'm good. I realize that if I stay cool through it all, it'll work out. Might be a bit different than what I expected, but it'll work. Good thing there are people to vent to, because I'm pretty sure I would explode. I'm excited for this year, and this summer, and everything else.

And right now, I keep listening to The Apathy Eulogy. I haven't in a while, but I've wanted to lately.

He said, you've got some chances to take
Girl, don't run away
This isn't fate
It's ambition - a conscious decision
To sever all your ties and become the one that you always hoped to be


or the classic...

You can be my rescue when I need an outlet from what's bringing me down
I will stand by everything I said to bring us to where we are now

All this driving isn't easing anything I thought it would
But I keep on driving
I'm avoiding finding peace in the place I should

Haha. I don't know. I feel like I'm all over the place right now. I want to get up and jump around, but I also want to go to bed. I don't get it. I cannot wait until next week.

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