I throw up my hands
"Oh, the impossibilities"
Frustrated and tired
Where do I go from here?
Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fear




How could you see what you see and not totally
Want to discontinue me for all eternity and then some
It bothers me so that I could be so
Completely unaffected when connected to the holy one
And so I sit here and stare at this page and wonder
At what age it will become clear to me




I feel like I'm just wondering around, not really serving a real purpose, maybe this is because my gifting is in serving and leadership and when I'm not in a role that involves one or both I feel like I'm not really being used. Who knows.